Monday, December 31, 2007
and so it is.
a new year once again.
ive grown a lot this year.
the moments that ill fondly remember:
maldives. meeting amazingly funny people.
strings practices and SYF, the amazing moment when the announcer went, "national junior college - GOLD".
the insane singing/screaming/wailing sessions in the art room painting.
london and paris trip with my aep mates.
floorball trainings and nationals.
loads of camps like YLTC and nurture prog's camp.
ogl preparations.
and teaching my cute little kids.
and of course many simple day to day occasions that really made my days.
i spent a lot of time thinking of what ifs this year.
like what if i had stayed in stnicks.
my whole life would be drastically different from what it is right now.
i might have liked it more. most probably would.
but hey. i made my choice. and next years gonna determine if this whole ip programme really worked for me.
up till this point, it hadnt.
my results are just average. they arent screwed up, but they arent fabulous either.
and ultimately its ALL they look at issnt it, no matter what they say.
THE BIG PEOPLE.
i was never JUST AVERAGE.
not even in st nicks.
and what if i had stayed in canoeing. could i have coped?
and what if i hadnt taken art. and chosen music.
all those what ifs.
i dont really know what to feel about the coming year.
just that i really have got to stop thinking of what ifs and move on.
its gonna be such a crazily hectic year, wiith A levels and expectations for floorball nationals and COURSEWORK. like kill me.
haha i wanna die even before the year starts what a great start.
my new year resolutions:
1. sleep at 1130 everyday.
2. study hard. revise my work EVERY SINGLE DAY. stop procrastinating.
3. run at least 3 times a week on top of trainings.
4. be kind to the people around me, and accept others for who they are no matter how flawed. (which i didnt achieve this year)
5. be sincere and genuine in whatever that i do, or else dont do it at all.
6. learn to save money.
7. to keep, and remember, all my new year resolutions.
7. ill think of more.
what i will achieve:
1. Top 3 for nationals.
2. 6 As for A levels.
2008 will be a very special year for me.
it will be the year where i fight the hardest for what i want, and what i truly believe in.
it will be the year i last spend my time with my friends in national junior college, four years of classmates, whom hold a special place in my heart.
it will be a very significant year that will mold me into who i will eventually be, having to make some very difficult choices that may affect my whole life.
i hope the next year will be very special for you too.
study hard. train hard.
2008 here i come.
hui jun published at 12/31/2007 10:02:00 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment