Tuesday, December 29, 2009
holidays are ending soon.
ive done most of the things on my list=)
this must have been one of the busiest holidays i ever had. i dont know whether to hate my life or love my life. trainings are insane. i train four times a week, up to 8 hours per day. floorball, touch rugby, track. on top of that i have committee meetings and banner painting sessions. and piano teaching. i basically dont have much of a holiday. im burnt out. im tired. i just need a break. a real break. i want to disappear for a week.
to just lie on the bed and watch fringe. and read my story books.
sometimes i wonder if its all worth it. why should i sacrifice time with the people i love for activities that dont really matter afterall?
oh well. but i love the fact that i have time to meet up with my friends. ive managed to see most of the nj people whom matter, the floorballers, couple of my classmates, and to hang out with my bf almost every day.
since its the end of the year, its time to thank the people whom matter for a wonderful 2009 =)
to the bf -
7 months baby =) ill really like to thank you for always giving in to me, for being willing to put your pride aside at times, im actually quite surprised that we have never had a real argument before =) thank you for all the times you spent stoning while i mugged in the library before my exams, for taking me out with your parents to eat, for sending me home at odd hours, for doing artsy stuff with me even though you arent that into it, for letting me hog your nintendo forever, for playing pool with me and trying to complete the list of things that i wanna do, and just always being there - listening, caring, understanding. im sorry for being such a brat at times. =)
to the nj floorballers -
i miss you guys. playing floorball issnt the same without you guys. i miss how we used to laze around till training starts, how we used to be so slow to clean up that we have to run for the gates, how we always had no where to practice and had to practice on the pathetic d, how we did fitness like crazy, how we hang out at poolside for dinners, our christmas parties at mer's house, our quite failed ice bath haha, and how we really played for one another when we are on court. it wasnt about the game, it was about the people. although i am playing with a stronger team right now, my floorball days were the happiest, and the saddest, in nj.
to my classmates -
i miss my pw group. hahaha. and the geography people like enqin, fangyu and andrew. we used to go everywhere after geog together because our lives were so sad we had no other friends from our class whom had the same time table as us. and kim and yilin whom are far far away. no artsy friends to do stuff with.
to my hallmates -
school life would never be the same without my next door neighbour vanessa, the crazy opposite neighbours camille and yanling, my block mates like rachel pang, and my nj friends jiahui and yini =) i cannot imagine nus life without them. and my three neighbours are moving out next year!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i dont want school to starttttttt.
it would mean the start of a very busy month.
with ivp and ihg and all.
no time with you =(
i have decided to minor in english studies, which is a combination of english and english lit.
wish me luck on the english lit part.
i hate/love my life.
hui jun published at 12/29/2009 12:37:00 AM
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