Saturday, July 05, 2008
this is such a trying period.
nationals.
and art a levels coursework.
on top of that, i have to study for prelims.
and get a b average at least.
im dying from the weight of it all.if you dont take art, you will never know how tough it can get.
during art lessons, everyones reminding me how much harder we all need to work to get our As.
theres so much to do, experiment, explore, and put everything together in 26 days.
the deadlines we work under are the worst that i have ever experienced.
"at most dont sleep for a few days lor." - advice from my art teacher, on a serious note.
but i cant.
i have nationals.
and this is
our year.
i think, that playing floorball is the only time im truly happy in school.
and i have to study.
45 more days till prelims.
i cannot screw up again this time.
B average. at the
very least.these issues are trivial, i know, but they just seem so tough at this moment.
i know these are choices that i made.
i chose to do art.
i chose to play floorball, even though nationals are in july.
im not regretting these choices, they are what made my past one and a half years so much more bearable,
i just need a little encouragement,
a slight pat on the back,
little reminders once in a while that im actually capable enough to pull it all off,
im trying to tie everything together,
but the thread is so thin, too thin in fact,
just one tiny obstacle, one slip,
and everything is going to fall apart.
im dying from the weight of it all.im thankful for all the wonderful people that have offered me help.
kim and jamie to help set up my art final,
cat with my dreadful econs,
kim again with my math,
andrew as well,
and enqin for just... understanding,
you have no idea how much it all means to me.
please just let the stupid As be over.
hui jun published at 7/05/2008 07:36:00 PM
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