Saturday, July 19, 2008
3 more days =))
frankly speaking,
this season has sucked for me.
thank goodness the rest of the team have been playing well.
thank goodness i still have tuesday's game as my saving grace.
this is my fifth nationals.
my 10000th competition.
and out of so many races and games,
i daresay this is my worst performance ever.
for the past four years of my nj life...
ip1 was bad. 1st for semis. 4th for finals.
i performed up to standard, it was up to luck i guess.
thank goodness we still got the overall championship title.
ip2 was the best ever.
2nd individually, what was sad was we lost the title.
but yet again,
i performed up to standard. i performed like how i usually did during trainings.
and of course,
there was floorball.
i have no recollection of what exactly happened on court actually =)
just that we were seriously lucky.
ip3 was hmm.
still i dont remember playing very badly on court.
and yet again,
i performed up to standard.i played like how i usually did during trainings.
ip4.
is just a horrid mess. thank goodness the teams doing okay.
out of four games,
i only performed up to standard for one.
maybe i have very high expectations of myself,
but i come out of every game feeling like shit.
i play like 10 times worse than how i usually play during trainings.
thank goodness theres still tuesday.
but im damn scared.
i know im not supposed to think this way,
but if i screw up, (yet again)
thats it. my last nationals ever, will end like shit.
oh my tian.
hui jun published at 7/19/2008 11:33:00 PM
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