Saturday, May 17, 2008
4 papers over, 2 more to go.
it was relatively okay i guess.
i just might pass everything.
might.
This was my art assignment for weng choy. I thought it was rather interesting. =)
Hey. This is my long overdue 250 words about my essay and about what i want to do in life. =)
I'll start with what i want to do in life. I honestly don't know. At this point in time what I do know is I want to get a scholarship, go overseas and pursue possibly a psychology degree, possibly. I might want to do an art degree or a music degree, or maybe a liberal arts degree, which i cant pursue locally since Singapore doesnt offer liberal arts neither am I allowed to do a mix of all three. Ill probably go into the arts industry, or an arts related field, or maybe communications, such as working in the mass media industry. There are a myraid of jobs that i can see myself in - as a certified psychologist specialising in something, as some sort of designer, as a concert pianist!!!, as a journalist for some magazine, some sort of events manager, or something else, dabbling in a bit of teaching along the way. Basically im set to be not part of the science industry since i dont take sciences. Business might also be a possibility. My friend and I (she's kinda like me she loves art and music too) have this big dream of setting up this little art shop called THE BIG CHEESE. (we will probably change the name) There will be studios for art and music practice at the back, some sort of stall front where we invite local non-artists to design stuff and sell, plus a cafe and some band thing. It's sort of promotion of the poor non-artists whom are actually really good at art, the traditional kind that is. Oh well, young people can dream. =)
Now is the essay part. I will be writing about music since my coursework is about music. Which aspect of it I am not very sure yet. Let me tell you a little bit about my coursework since its going to be related to my essay. I started out with three interest areas that i wanted to research on - psychology, art and music as once again i had absolutely no idea what i wanted to do and so decided to do what i was interested in most. I tried to find ways to link the three together. After a while I ended up with wanting to do something about the journey of music making and art making and something about the state of mind when I play the piano. For my essay, I might want to write about the psychology of music or how music affects psychology, which might get a bit too technical and boring and I might lose interest halfway. I might write about the effect of music or sound on spaces, such as how music affects an installation piece, so at the same time I can do some research on how I want my final to be. I might also write about how talent in art or music might affect a person's life? I actually hated playing the piano when i was young but my mum forced me into it because my teacher thought I was "talented". It paid off in the end and I really enjoy music now but sometimes I do wonder if she never insisted I continue playing what might have changed. I guess talent can be both a blessing and a curse.
So basically i still have no idea what i want to write about thus my really overdue email, which i decided was too overdued to be overdue any longer. I'll try to decide on what i want to write soon. Soon.
Art is interesting =)
and now floorball.
fixtures for floorball are out.
truthfully i dont feel anything.
no anxiety. no fear.
my response was more like, "oh."
in my opinion i thought our fixtures were quite alright.
its set anyway. we cant change it.
what we can do is change what we
can change.
we are all fighting our own game afterall.
we are capable enough.
we have the determination, the sheer grit to fight for what we want.
we just lack the confidence.
we sooooooo lack the confidence.
i remember.
those times where i used to train so damn hard for what i wanted.
i went into races,
knowing that we will win.
only
first was good enough for us.
we trained like champions. we fought like champions.
and we had the mentality of champions - almost arrogant like.
yes i know. im no longer as disciplined as before.
but ill make sure im good enough.
we dont need champions by july, we just need a champion team.
i want that
feeling.
that feeling of going into a game or a race,
knowing that we will win.
not
hoping that we will win.
ill make sure im good enough to take them on.
will you do it with me?
hui jun published at 5/17/2008 12:47:00 AM
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