Monday, October 22, 2007
i lost my pencil case!!!!!!!!!
i cant find it.
really really really.
got back results today.
i wasnt nervous the night before.
neither was i nervous or the least bit excited today.
i felt nothing.
not like everyone else who were so jittery and scared about their results.
am i supposed to be feeling anything?
i dont really feel anything.
the initial thrill of getting back my grades left many hours ago.
theres this lingering emptiness inside.
something that i cant quite explain.
not that i didnt get good results.
my grades are pretty decent i think.
not fantastic, but decent.
but theres no feeling of elation or anything when i score well.
its like this routine.
i needa do well because i needa do well.
and thats why.
why?
nono dont mistake me im not trying to be philosophical or anything.
its just me.
hui jun published at 10/22/2007 08:24:00 PM
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