Sunday, August 07, 2005
wow. so many things have happened since i last blogged.
nationals seem like so long ago.. returned to classes this week. i couldn really focus.. i almost slept in lithosphere.. in full view of the teacher. kept closing my eyes for a few secs then opening them for one sec then closing again. hahas.
was really stressed tis week. almost till the point of breaking. i nvr felt liddat before. so many things to do.. projects, recruitment, art, hw, piano.. all in a week.
there were many times where my grp had to stay back to do proj n i keep not being able to make it. its so stupid. i keep having the excuse of going canoeing. sometimes i really wonder if i had made the right choice. joinin canoeing. n the recruitment is really putting a lot of stress on me. wad with ppl who keep reminding us tat there r onli 2 ppl left to defend the b div titles n we need 14 n everyone keeps giving us unconfirmed answers n others pressing us to get more ppl in. im so sick of all of it. im so sick of asking "so can u come?" every single day. im so sick of answering to the ic if we have enough ppl n whose coming. im so sick of asking ppl to join when three quarters of them just give us tat are-you-kidding?! look. but if i didnt join canoeing my life would be very different. if i didnt join i wouldnt have known all the ppl there. n i like them. :) so maybe its the right choice. i really dont know.
and ART. i have art hw every single week. every time i think of it i sigh. i like art. i really like it a lot. but with all the almost impossible to meet deadlines, i dunno. i feel like its somehow killing a part of me.. it somehows restrict me n i feel like im bounded to something. n i cant really put what i really want on paper. -sigh- n somehow i dun really like my teacher.
talking about teachers. we have a new LA teacher tis term. n she treats us as if we are pri ones. she goes, "oh so you all haven greeted me yet. Class stand PLEASE." n she goes, "thats very good!" n she puts STICKERS in our books!! STARS somemore. n each star has a different meaning!! hahas. its almost hilarious. i dun like her too. maybe its just tat i have something against teachers.
had my piano recital ytd. it turned out ok. i was kind of nervous at the start. i arrived late! a pianist late for her own concert!! wow. n when i walked in everyone was like sitted down already. so pai seh. my first piece really sucked. probably cause i didnt do any warm up. then i sort of had a nervous break down in the middle n everything went wrong after tat. i played like some mediocre pianist. waa. then there was a few seconds blackout! n i sort of panicked. haiz. my second piece wasnt tat good either. then slowly i calmed down.. too slowly.. but well my third and last piece were okayy..
thanks for coming ppl!! n for all the flowers!
thank u mrs tan for ur three daisys!
thank u jamie for ur rose!
thank u nat for ur sunflower!
thank u gloria for ur daisy!
thank u ziyin for ur daisy too!
thank u sophia for ur cows!
n thanks to bx, sam, beck, amanda, yilin, yihoong n all the rest for coming too!
mum didnt let me go for canoe polo today..:(
going cat high concert later.
my rose is dying. so sadd. not tat its not gonna die anytime later but its dying so fast.
hui jun published at 8/07/2005 04:41:00 PM
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