Saturday, August 13, 2005
I LOST MY PHONE.
im so sad n depressed. like 300 contacts gone just liddat. so stupid la. i shld have gotten back up. just ytd i was thinking of backing up my phone in case i lose it but i thought it wldnt happen laa... then on thurs sf was saying tat she was gonna put security code on my phone then i said "dun need laa. later i forget my own password." well. seemed like God had already given me chances...
i just bought it in june. oh MANN. i lost all my photos too. was planning to put all of them on my com but my bro kept rebooting it so i didnt. n i didnt have the plug. luckily my dads works in taiwan. or else im so dead. but hes coming back two weeks later!! well. im still dead anyway.
recount of how i lost it: at seoul garden 'celebrating' michs farewell. bag on top of pile of bags. checked my phone. DIDNT ZIP MY BAG. which proved fatal. went to get ice cream. 4 scoops. which costed me $128 bucks. came back. talk a while. 15 min later went to check phone again. gone. WOW. tats like fast. at first i was sort of calm. searching for it alone. then i told ken. then i used calebs phone to call. then i was in shock cause i really couldnt find it. then the whole team knew n helped to look for it. n i still couldnt find it.
well actually i think it was this group of malays. they sat a table away from us n when i asked them if they had seen my phone they sort of looked at each other n smiled n said no. aww damn it. then derrick heard them talking abt hps n laughing. n they kept pointing at us. haiz.
i dun think im gonna get a good phone any time soon. when my dad bought me tat phone he was very hesitant cause he was quite scared tat ill lose it. n i did. oh well.. mr y asked the team to pay abit each for me to help cover costs. so nice right. but i dun think im gonna take it. hahas. its really my own fault laa. maybe im gonna teach piano to get back the money. haiz.
actually its not the price of the phone tat really matters. its all my contacts, all the ppl whom i haven contacted for so many years. n didnt have the courage to call n i keep giving the excuse tat i have no time to call them.. not even to say hello. ive suddenly realised that friendships almost never last. those ppl i call " best friends" in sec 1 have sort of just faded into the distance. although it has only been 2 years. i would really want to call them my friends now, but they are no more than strangers to me. i have totally no idea whats going on in their lives n they in mine. i no longer know their likes n dislikes. i no longer know anything about them anymore. n its really sadd. people whom i have laughed with, cried with, eat with, crapped with, hugged with for a WHOLE year have grown so distant over two years. i think all my friends in sec 2 will be like tat too. n u never know. maybe even my NP friends will somehow turn into strangers one day. sigh.
im seriously gonna die without my phone. ahh. n all those spastic photos in the phone. n i haven showed tom tat retarded photo deb took of him during camp. waa. anyone leave ur contacts in my tagboard k. thanks.
sabu n i were talking just now n she was telling me tat its actually quite drama to end off the whole farewell thing with someone losing his/her phone. hahas. quite cool right. like in those sub standard drama series. where the director is trying to create atmosphere n failing terribly. lol. if only i had zipped my freaking bag.
im gonna complain for the next few days so ppl, esp bx, just pretend that im talking to myself. :)
n everyone waved to us while they were going down the escalator when we were at the taxi stand waiting for her mum. n sabu said that she never felt like tat in squash. n i knew what she meant. the feeling of belonging. :) sometimes, i look at everyone of them n think, "whats gonna happen when they leave?" i really dont know.
went down to watch them play canoe polo today. it was quite hilarious actually. i think the ppl on land were more excited then the ppl in the water la. i was so scared for them la. it was like before going for an interview or something. the ppl on land were running everywhere the ball went. n shouting n cheering. n we won. 2-0. yay. great job girls!
hui jun published at 8/13/2005 10:55:00 PM
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