Saturday, March 19, 2005
had canoe today. k2 1thou finals. 3rd. pure luck laa. but it was still a 3rd. already did my best laa. yup. tmr still got canoe trainin. then nxt wk got sava sprints. then the next wk got duathlon. whee. oh no. no time.
my piano tcher is trying to psycho me into getting a scholarship and going into the sing conservatory of music. but seriously music has no future no matter how much i wanna take it. haiz. and its not like so easy to get scholarship la. n my theory is total crap lohh. start asking me about wad Bach did in his life and wad are his works and i ll go HUH? any decent peep would be able to tell you some stuff about him la. but tats 3 yrs later. so maybe its nothing to worry about.
but 3 yrs is so fast. sec one seems like ages ago. before i know it i am gonna be in j2. then uni. thn out of school. thn middle aged. then senior citizen. then im gonna go 'what did i do wif my life?'
haiz. there r so much stuff going on. projects. hw. and more hw. n my cca. n piano. n violin. n art. the list goes on. one day im gonna break. but its not gonna be anywhere in the near future. i dun understand y some ppl hate practicing the piano. actualli i did when i was younger... when i played for the sake of passing exams. n getting all distinctions. take away the piano and i will die. really. life can be like so damn stressed at times. when i play... i let go... i play to forget. forget everything. all the crap in my life... n remember all the good stuff... like letting everything wash over me...its like a dream. but once i stop i m smack back into reality. haiz. reality.
art. oh no. still got 8 more pages to go. n haven added colour yet. im so not gonna finish by tue. oh no oh no oh no.
hui jun published at 3/19/2005 06:34:00 PM
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